Today tried sandwich lunch in a café nearby. Wow, the ambience was so good and quiet, their mocha not so bad and their turkey ham sandwich was so nice!! I enjoyed the lunch so much today :) and I was the only Chinese there surrounded by other Caucasians haha…

No no no, this is not the main reason I blog today.

The main point is happened after the lunch.

When I walked back to office, I chose a further route across a mini pond where I can admire a few big carps swimming freely. You can imagine I was in a very good mood rite? Then on the half way, I walked pass a Caucasian guy with a black hair (I assume when people say Caucasian will automatically think of blonde hair rite?). The moment I walked pass him (I busy looking at the fish without looking at his face), he said something to me “your face so fierce!”.

Huh?! What?! Am I really having a fierce looking face when I don’t smile??? This really bothers me awhile. Then I start to self-examine. I look at the mirror in toilet. Maybe my eyebrow shape looks fierce? Or maybe I like to frown usually without my notice?? Then I started to think back a conversation with my friend last time when I was in secondary school. She said many guys think I look okay [I :) ] but also very cool looking [I :( ], that’s why they don’t dare to approach me. That time I was too young to realize how serious of it can affect my social life so I ignored it and replied “good, less trouble rite?”. But now I am not that childish ok? I really must do something to improve it. Maybe I can smile more? But will I look so stupid if smiling alone in the street? Or tell my beautician to shape my eyebrows into cheerful look? Hmm…is there any good suggestion?

Anyway, that time I wasn’t stop my walking and just look and smile at him. I don’t have to explain anything to a stranger rite?